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www.blackmascara-goldjewel.blogspot.com 10:02 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007

i realised i get emotional these few days
PMS i think
i can cry over da smallest things

i cry wen i miss him
i cry wen i read lee's blog abt leaving sch
i cry wen i think abt da past
i cry wen i made maself imagine if he were to leave me for a pretty gal
i cry wen i think abt leaving ma IPP company
i cry wen i rmb lingle's werds before i leave
etc...

i hate it wen i go crazy like tis

btw, i just got $110 a few minutes ago!
wuhoo! gave them to ma mom to buy stuff tmr
it feels good to earn ur own money
even if its just a small sum...

i havent started on ma IPP report
gonna do it lata
hopefully i'll get to finish it by tonite
latest by 12midnight
i need ma sleep

oh yes, i bought a new foundation today!
so happy! yay!

btw, ive decided not to go out wif azmi tonight
he must be disappointed but im just not in da mood
mayb next time
if he ask me out again, that is...

well, i think tis is will be ma last entry
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for tis blog!*haha*
i wanna change ma link again
gonna start doing it tmr 9:44 PM
Saturday, April 28, 2007

finally its da last day of IPP today!
ive been counting down since da ferst day...*haha*
but ma heart felt very heavy at da same time
i feel so sad
Lingle gave me some advice yest
honestly, im touched...

azmi called last night
didnt ans his call tho
i was asleep coz i just took flu tablet n panadol
i must say, flu tablet is da best!
i slept like a baby!
i didnt wanna wake up tis morning...

managed to exchange some SMSes wif azmi tis morning
he asked me out tmr night
i dunno if i wanna go
im broke!
n dun expect he's gonna spend even a dollar for me!
plus, he's riding his bike
i dun think its safe for me to ride wif him *heh!* 9:34 PM
Friday, April 27, 2007

just wen im abt to leave
he came running back to me...

starting frm next wk onwards, im gonna be VERY busy!
sch is starting next wk, which includes, projects, tests n exams
plus, i haf 6 "projects" to werk on
dat dun include ma social life, family time n some private moments
hopefully i wont get too stressed or worn out!

Advice of the day:
Minimise your movements so that you won't get in contact with germs, which will make you sick.
By Sahara

i almost blurted out wif laughter wen i read da advice given by sahara
it all happened wen i told her over msn dat im having fever today
n above is da advice given to me...*haha*
imagine it, if u haf fever, DONT MOVE!
U WILL GET GERMS ALL OVER UR BODY...
*hahah* Cute!

managed to clean up ma wardrobe last wk
i realised dat i need a wardrobe makeover!
naq, i need u next month...
GSS SHOPPING!

btw, thanks to sahara n kin for their concern abt u noe wad!
we are ok already... 9:12 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007

IM SO GODDAMN PISSED!

Once i hate u, i'll hate u forever! 2:30 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007

i hate ma skin.


i feel unlucky.


im fat.


im ugly.


im stupid.


i lead a boring life.


you won't cry for my absence, i know
you forgot me long ago.am i that unimportant?
am i so insignificant?
isn't something missing?
isn't someone missing me?

Missing, Evanescence 8:18 PM
Monday, April 23, 2007

Jam & Hop was awesome
da music were great
mostly r&b, hip hop n reggae
BUT....da crowd wasnt dancing
they took a long time to respond
well, no regrets for me tho
met fatin afta a few months of absence!
so happy to see her again...

lizah n sahara tried their best to get faizal close to me
too bad girls
dats all i hafta say! *haha*

i cant believe i was being watched last night
seriously, i feel so violated!
its as if someone's peeping into ma room while i was in a state of undress

1 more wk to go before im off frm tis company!
i cant wait!
i need some sch environment
im sick n tired of da boring werking life 1:52 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2007